Sibling in Christ Jesus the Lord,
First John has a lot for you, including some strong comforts.
“If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.” (1:9)
“But the anointing which ye have received of him abideth in you, and ye need not that any man teach you: but as the same anointing teacheth you of all things, and is truth, and is no lie, and even as it hath taught you, ye shall abide in him.” (2:27)
“Behold, what manner of love the Father hath bestowed upon us, that we should be called the sons of God: therefore the world knoweth us not, because it knew him not.” (3:1)
“Hereby know ye the Spirit of God: Every spirit that confesseth that Jesus Christ is come in the flesh is of God:” (4:2)
“Whosoever believeth that Jesus is the Christ is born of God: and every one that loveth him that begat loveth him also that is begotten of him.” (5:1)
These words present at least five inescapable truths:
1. God completely forgives those who confess their sins.
2. God’s outpouring of the Holy Spirit is sufficient for the hearers of God’s words to remain in God.
3. God regards us as his sons regardless of the world’s ignorance.
4. If you affirm the historical Incarnation of Jesus Christ you are of God.
5. Trusting that Jesus is God’s Anointed One means you are born of God.
Never be lead into doubt that you are not of God or that your salvation is somehow shaky. These verses cited prove that you are of God and that your salvation is sure. Yes, you should guard yourself against falling away, but, how are you going to do that? The word, the word, the word. The comfort that is given you in the word is also the operation of God in this world on those being saved. And this includes you. Enjoy reading his word.
Do you breathe? Do you drink water? How about eating? Clothes, do you wear them? Got some shelter? You might think that because you have these things you are being kept alive. You know full well that when you hear the words of God you are even more alive, with everlasting life, and as for those material things-they will be dissolved (II Peter 3:7), but God’s words and the life they give will never reach an end.
Rest in the promises God makes when and where you find them. You won’t find his promises out in the world. You won’t find them out in nature. You won’t find them by following your heart. You will find them by following God’s heart, which lead him to become incarnate, be born, live, die and from the tomb live again forever-in the holy scriptures. God is preparing a place for you. And you, you can make it a place where others will dwell with you.
“… Be strong and of a good courage; be not afraid, neither be thou dismayed: for the Lord thy God is with thee whithersoever thou goest.” (Joshua 1:9)